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OP here, It's ok, I'm sure if I could just have the occasional fap every other week and leave it at that I wouldn't see it as a problem either, I believe the reason for wanting to quit is when it's everything you have going on in your life, and that's what it feels like for me, fapping It's essentially all I do besides working and binging Youtube.
>So, you have ***** chats?
There are free old school chat rooms floating around with adult themes, some are only IRC wrapped around a web page or something.
> what you think is going on in the minds of the people you *****chat with?
Can't truly tell, as for myself just hopping from private message to private message, fishing a response from some witty comment having to do with their nickname as the spark for a conversation, roleplay, *****chat or more.
There's a female there?
I've meet several, but not as many as you would think since I've been hoked to this shit since 2011 or earlier, also there's dudes posing as females, traps, gays, you name it.
>How were you able to find someone like that?
By talking to them, like I described engaging in ***** chat and writing ***** storys involving us, you know, women are more easily excited by what they imagine than from what they see yada yada,
>and this is a female that apparently enjoys it? Enjoys the exchange?
I believe they do, with most of them from writing filth that gets them hot I end up getting a video call or some nude photos at worst before they disappear and I repeat the sick cycle again.
To address your next points I only ever gotten two "regulars" one of which cut ties from me some time ago when she got a boyfriend and told me she now felt embarrassed and guilty getting naked on cam, of course I let her go, though regrettably, I wrote back to her at times I had no luck when looking for new girls, last thing she told me was try to reach her on certain days at certain hours but I stopped pursuing her then and thePost too long. Click here to view the full text.
